a place for me to vent, bitch and ramble about whatever's on my mind
Apologies on the absence of late, there's been a lot going on social-drama wise and I haven't really felt like posting much.
The formal was beyond awesome, I took a load of photos but my scanner is crap so I'm having trouble getting them on the computer. I'll post them here when I can, I might ask the photo people to put the piccy's on a disk for me.
The afterparty was even better, we all went on this cruise boat around the harbour, much dancing and yelling and people hooking up. Dear god I had far too much to drink, but I will say this - cock-sucking cowboys are YUMMY. I haven't worked out whether is vodka or tequila in the bottom yet though - I was gonna google it but I don't really wanna get a whole bunch of results for "cock-sucking". 
I picked up my schoolies tickets, YAY, only 2 more weeks. I'll get a tan and have a cocktail for y'all.
*restrains self from ranting about stupid friend/s*
i was gonna write this yesterday but i ended up goin 2 will's place for a few hours. also, friday night i went out to scott's cousin's 18th and got a little tipsy, but twas no fun cos ben and rod were all depressed, so it was me and dave geting pissed off at them. if you're not gonna have any fun, dont bother going out. stay home.
anyway, the point is that i got bright red hair extensions yesterday. everyone keeps looking at em, its mad, and 2 people have already asked me where i got em from. my hair is so much fuckin cooler than yours.
OHMYFUCKINGGODIAMFINISHEDSCHOOLFORFUCKINGEVER!!!!!
FUCK YOU SCHOOL!!! I BEAT YOU!!!
Excuse the swearing but I am FUCKING PSYCHED!! I'm finished high school!!! AAAAAAAAaaahhhhhh!!!
I did my last exam today (three goddamn hours...) then waited around for my teachers to sign me off ... and now I'm GONE!!! WOOOOOOT!!!
So now I have 3 months on NONSTOP PARTYING before business college!! SCHOOOLIES! OOO! Schoolies goals:
1. Get trashed
2. Get laid
3. Get laid again, this time by a girl
4. Kiss someone with a tongue piercing
5. Get a tan
6. Go to breakfast in the cruise dining hall in my pyjamas and encourage others to do the same
7. Don't get caught by cruise staff doing number 1
And Chelsea - erm... possibly you have the wrong Elly. I'm not in any honours classes, especially not English lol, and my school day only goes (went haha) for 6 periods... merf. Keep talking anyhow though, you sound like fun. Email or msn me?
Well, that was the end of my art exam - so now I just have geography in the morning-continuuing-into-afternoon-because-it's-so-bloody-long and then I'm finished high school -weak smile-
Today was - weird. After I went to the library, Dave went home and Ben and I had an hour to kill before the exam. We went back to my place so I could get changed, then we just lazed around watching Mtv for an hour, but when I got up to say we should leave, he was holding me reeeally close around the waist, saying how he didn't want to leave ... like uncomfortable close. And the way he was looking at me, and he was continually kissing my cheek - he got so close to my lips at one point that I just jumped up and said we should go, then walked out to his car.
Gahh. Help.
I don't like Ben like that, do I? He's my best friend. He used to like me like that, but that was ages ago. He assured me he'd moved on. I think he might have been wrong.
I love him to pieces, but I don't think it's like that. Things have been so weird between us this week. Getting closer and closer like that. I'm a really affectionate person, all touchy-feely. Maybe he took it the wrong way, but he knows what I'm like. I reeeeeally don't want to wreck what we have.
What do I do?
Should I talk to him?
merf, life is slow lately.
not a lot has been happening, just random outings with the boys. rod's kinda pissed at me since he caught me smoking. i went on a massive shopping spree on saturday with lisa, that was monster fun, i love my shopping. much new clothes and junk.
-sigh-
i miss having lisa around as much as i used to. i used to spend 99% of my time hanging aroung or talking to her ... shopping every week or so, and staying at her place heaps. Since she and Blake got together I'm not really sure what happened ... we had a bit of a falling out which never really got fixed, then just spent less and less time around each other. The constant's kinda been replaced with Ben and the guys - don't get me wrong, I love them to pieces, but I miss having such a close girl friend. It's not the same. I'm trying to patch things, I really am.